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[24 Feb 2003|06:25am]
[ mood | blah ]

just sitting at home, havent updated this thing in months so i figured i might as well since im not doing anything. Nothing new, dropped out of college for the time being , just sitting around ,painting ,watching tv and going online.Blah

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[07 Aug 2002|05:50pm]
so i havent writen in here in a long time but thats because nothing interesting has been happening. Im working on filling out loans for college. I go back on the 1st of September, thats about it .oh and one more thing DEATH TO ALL KITTENS!
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home alone [10 Jul 2002|10:21pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Im home alone for a whole week, the parents are gone to stay at a freinds camp and they left me in charge of the house, how foolish of them. I had a small party Monday night. 40oz's as far as the eye could see. Between 5 people we managed to kill 19 40's and had no problems with the neighbors calling the cops. Friday its gonna be another party with hopfully more people and more beer, but things never seem to go the way i plan.

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jail [30 Jun 2002|02:17am]
[ mood | content ]

so i went to jail lastnight for underaged drinking, its some bullshit. blew a 1.44, i begged for the cops to shoot me in the head but they didnt(pussies). I was put in the drunk tank to sober up, at around 8 in the morning i blew a .000 so i was told i could go but i had to wait for some lady to come down and fill out some paperwork with her. Took the bitch 7 hours to get to the station, i was pissed. So i get released around 2>30 in the afternoon and i have to walk back into town which is a couple miles away. Anyways i told my parents and they were kinda pissed, more the fact that i had a 100$ fine to pay and i had no job. Well i figured what better time to look for a job then now since im gonna need the money to pay for this retarded fine. So im walking around town and the cop that busted me and my freind lastnight pulls up. I go over to the car and he asked me if i still had the slip he gave me for the fine. I did and he asked for it so i gladly gave it to him, then he ripps it up and says its all taken care of. Apparently since i was promised lastnight by him that i wasnt going to go to jail and i ended up going their he said it was his ticket so it was his fualt or something like that, anyways i have no fine to pay which is great with me but i do have to worry about what i do now because the cops are watching me.

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[26 Jun 2002|02:13pm]




Which flock do you follow?

this quiz was made by alanna
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nothing [25 Jun 2002|09:22pm]
Well Well Well i still dont have a job, and i probably wont get one since this fucking town has no jobs that im qualified for. School starts in a couple months and i dont want to go back ( you wouldnt want ot go back either if you were the most hated man at your school...well not as hated as lucas but almost). All i can do is look forward to going to San Francisco nextyear and hope i live long enough to make it. Other then that i get up and paint and go online, not a exciting summer but i really didnt expect it to be .






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time to die [23 Jun 2002|09:35pm]
[ mood | crazy ]


If i was a serial killer i would be Ed Gein .

The Original Leather face. Ed gein, started out as a grave robber, robbing graves for the remains of women around the age of 50 and using the bits and pieces that he found to furnish his house. Eventually moving up to living subjects Ed would go on to kill 3 local women whom he would decapitate, skin and leave on meat hooks in his basement.



He later went on to confess that he would fashion masks and vests out of the skin of the women he had killed, even going as far as cooking and eating their hearts. Ed believed that he had to do these killings because his dead mother told him to.



Silence of the lambs, Psycho and The Texas Chainsaw Massacre are just some of the many movies that have been inspired by the life of Ed Gein.



Kill Count: 3

Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now!
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yes im abnormal [16 Jun 2002|10:32pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

so nothing much new here. I've been sitting around my house, thinking of stuff to do. I got a interesting video of this politician;Budd Dwyer, killing himself on national T.V. Its pretty gross but if you want to see it go to http://www.ogrish.com and go into the multimedia section. Yes i know this is gross stuff and normal people dont look at this stuff but im not normal so that explains that. Im bored so i look up disgusting stuff, im a artist so i guess it gives me some inspiration. Like in this one video, a guy is tied to a jeep and....ok nevermind you probably dont want to know. well now that all of you people have a bad impression of me i might as well stop.

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Diablo II [08 Jun 2002|11:36pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Im addicted to Diablo II. Ive had the game since last year and i wasted a whole year playing the damn thing. For a whole year i was mainly out of a job, i would get up at 2 p.m and play Diablo II until around 3 a.m go to bed and do it all over again. Rarely i would leave the house to hangout with my friends. Sometimes if my friends would come over while i was playing the game i wouldnt even answer the door, im that pathetic. Anyways after a whole 10 months off of Diablo II i thought i was over it, oh was i wrong. Im back on it again and i cant stop playing it. I think im just gonna delete it and burn the cds so i cant ever play it again, i got nothing from it but a fat ass and gut. Damn you DIABLO II!!!!!

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DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE! [05 Jun 2002|12:31am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

im really pissed off. I want to kill someone, i really mean it

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....................... [31 May 2002|11:20pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

................bored, oh so bored. Well i guess today wasnt a total loss. I did figure out why i was having problems logging into Leoville. Apparently i had the date on my computer set to 2003 and that was fucking everything up, thank god i got that fixed. I bought a new cd yesterday, oh yay for me and all that gay shit. Man im bored, i went in a painting frenzy today but came up with nothing but crap. I can see it now, i'll be 45 and ill be living in San Francisco with my friend Jim Beam in a cardboard box right by the train tracks,oh life is good.Maybe ill get lucky and die

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just another day livin in the hood [28 May 2002|06:10pm]
[ mood | blank ]

It's hot and i have nothing to do but sit in front of the computer. Im going out to my freind Aarons house tonight but we will probably just end up siting around watching movies and hopefully drink . I still need to find a job but im to lazy to go out and find one . My town is such a shit hole trying to find a job is impossible. Why cant someone call me and offer me a job god damn it! Well im going to go paint now. Hopefully something interesting will happen to me tonight, however i doubt it .

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not to suprised [28 May 2002|03:00am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: high

well i guess im just really fucked up..who would have thought ?

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Online Portfolio [26 May 2002|11:19pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

go here and check out some of my art. I dont have much up now because i ran out of batterys for my digital camera and the rest of the peices are to big to scan, let me know what you think.
http://www.artistportfolio.net/NickMar

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the aftermath [26 May 2002|05:28pm]
[ mood | blank ]

first off, yes i know its not 2003 but i dont care, its my journal and im keeping it that way. So my party wasnt a success. Only 7 people showed up and we ran out of beer pretty quick so a second beer run was made. Leaving my party early seemed to be the trend last night. 5 people left at the same time! and it was me and my freind Dillon and Chris. We hungout for a little while and then my freind Chris left so me and Dillon walked to the nearest mini-mart. When we got back to my house i put my Big Apple brand breakfast sandwhich in the microwave to cook it of course. Thought 2 mins of waiting was hell. So im about to bit into this magnificent food product when i notice that their is mold all over the fucking thing! son of a bitch! I considered eating it because i was so hungry but i trashed it because i wasnt about to eat mold. I finally passed out around 4a.m and got up at 10 to go job hunting once again but came up empty handed. Oh well theirs always tomorrow.

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Star Wars [25 May 2002|12:14am]
[ mood | calm ]

So i just got back from watching Episode 2. I have to say i have never been a huge Star Wars fan but i likes Episode 2, i just think maybe they over did the special effects and what not but all in all a good movie. Tomorrow theirs a party at my place, everyones welcome.

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stealing never felt so good [24 May 2002|03:49pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

nothing going on today, just stealing music. Audio Galaxy is by far the best mp3 sharing program i have used. I can find a ton of rare songs and even demo's. Right now im downloading some Agnostic Front, NYC old-school hardcore. Still in pain from the show so i should take it easy today which mean alot of watching TV and surfing the web.

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Im back [23 May 2002|03:51pm]
[ mood | drained ]

So yesterdays trip to Montreal was ok. We got their around 5pm and parked the car.We then walked around trying to find the club were leftover crack was playing at.Once we found it we headed to some corner store and got some beer. i grabbed a couple pints of guinness and my friend got some nasty 40's. We hit up a back ally and drank our beer. Got to the show and their was a huge line around the corner. After waiting in line for 15 mins we payed and headed down the stairs to the stage. Checked out the merch booths and i bought a t-shirt for my freind and signed up to get some a free Cd from one of the members of Leftover Cracks side band called Morning Glory. The show started with a canadian Ska/punk band. they were decent. The next band was another local ska/punk band, they were better then the first band but i just wish i knew french to understand the words. So After 3 more beers Leftover crack comes on and the people at the club were total assholes to them. Telling them to shut up and play and throwing shit at them. Spilling beer on the drummer from the balcony. During the second some all these kids got up on stage and knocked over the mic and the lead singer(STZA) ended up hitting the bass player in the mouth with his guitar(by accident) the bass player got really piss and unplugged his bass and punches Stza in the back and went off stage, not cool. After the drummer went after him he finally came back onstage and they finished their hour set of Leftover crack/Choking Victim songs ( choking victim was their first band together) After the show i got to talk with the band, really cool guys. We were gonna hangout with them and drink after the show but we didnt have a place to go so i got them to sign some stuff and we left. Took us about 2 and a half hours to get home. Now i am covered in bruises all over my arm and my head hurts, im in pain. But i all in all it was a good day.

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Watchout Canada!! [21 May 2002|08:56pm]
Tomorrow is the big day. I leave for Canada around noon and we should be in Montreal around 3-4 depending if we get searched at the boarder,which we probably will. I figure we will get their, go to some bars and stumble our way to the show. Afterwards we will probably hangout with the band( LEftover Crack) and head back home. It would probably be better to stay the night their but the other people don't wanna have to sleep in the car, pussies.
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Job Hunting [20 May 2002|05:59pm]
So today i went looking for a job. What a bad experience that was. I went to Fed X, Price Chopper, the Music Shop and Ames. Ames was the only one that i was able to get a application at, all the other ones had no openings. Im not looking forward to working at Ames at all, but chances are ill work the morning crew and just stock crap. the only thing that sucks about that is i have to be to work at 5 a.m. I could also be working for some company that makes tennis courts, apparently their is a big demand for them around here..weird. 2 more days until Leftover Crack in Montreal, cant wait.
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